25f. Not doing that great financially. I ask my parents for money sometimes. But things are not the best between us. But a part of me feels entitled for the money bcuz I'm still having to deal with the depression due to trauma which makes it difficult to work consistently.

Am I being ridiculous or is it okay? I feel no belonging anywhere as of now. I wish I could be grateful to them but the minute I do that they want to start taking advantage. The best option seems like i should detach and dip into my savings and find a way out myself. And go on to accepting that i don't have a place to belong, at least not in a true sense, maybe that's what I'm chasing, this feeling of belonging, when I ask them for money. I don't do it that often but even once or twice feels like a lot.