Obsessing over people you barely dated.

This is a safe space right?

Does anyone else just have… trouble letting go of what you thought was a connection? The paradoxical part of that is that you barely dated this person, and yet, you felt so deeply entrenched in them with your entire being.

Every time a relationship with a girl inevitably implodes, I endlessly mourn what could have been until I meet the next girl to mourn. It’s like I need someone to fill the spot of obsession.

My relationship with my mother was terrible, so maybe that’s why I so desperately need the adoration of women. Maybe that’s why I NEED to feel desired to feel like a complete man. Idk. As always, BPD sucks.