My Second Day Back

Hey everyone! So for my second day back, I wanted to actually wear my uniform. I put it on and laid down. I added three new files today.

I played the overload video first, and WOW. The time away and having not touched myself at all in weeks made this file just take me away. At least that’s how I see it. Once I was trying to focus on all 7 things I already felt deep and ready for the files. I listened to files 1,2,3, and the 5 newest files after that to get started. I really drifted off this time, but wasn’t expecting to go this deep again so fast. I thought it would take a few days for my mind to get back into it. One thing I do vaguely remember from the new files that I have NEVER remembered before is a doorbell ringing. I just remember that a doorbell did ring in one of the files, but this took me off guard because I absolutely do not remember that part at all. Just a small thought.

The new files I added were: Bimbo Drone Bimbo Relaxation Bimbo Mindwipe

Bimbo drone was just background noise, so kind of a waste lol.

By the time I reached bimbo relaxation, I was already super relaxed haha. But it was short and sweet as a file and it did relax me even more, so that was nice. Imagining the relaxation spreading throughout my body was nice. It let me put attention into all my muscles separately and let them go even more limp. The idea of opening my lips as a form of relaxation was interesting too, so I did that to go along with the files and it did feel more relaxing. The file also continues the descriptions of clothing like “heels.” With the exhales letting out all stress, I really let myself get rid of my concerns. And this reminded me why I loved the files to much. The relaxation is absolutely peak. The world stops existing for a minute and you are just Bambi, not a person who has to worry about reality. The bubble imagery comes back very briefly here too and the bubbles always work so well for me. The fog was also a cool bit of imagery.

Bimbo mind wipe was also pretty short but overall really good. The sounds on this one, wow lol. They really get you horny, especially when you’re not expecting it. The idea of pink electricity was cool too. Pink energy as well. The girl moaning in the background was sooooo nice. I just loved it. The sound of fucking in the background too. I hadn’t watched any porn since stopping the files, so overload today was my first time back to that and it felt like my first time all over again. The audio is super effective for me too and I wonder if this is why. The bubbles come back while Bambi gets fucked in the file, and that just really got me. Anything with bubbles is perfect lol.

Overall, this was an amazing session and I was so happy to finally have new files to listen to. I’m writing this all down right after the files so I don’t forget anything, or before I forget anything.

I’m kind of looking back to when I started the files and starting to see the subtle ways I’ve changed since then. Without the files, I didn’t pay much mind to the ways I was subtly changing, but with just two days back I’m thinking about it a lot harder and more and it’s making me see the subtle things. Still, im pretty much just me haha. But it’s still interesting.

I know it’s important to wear your uniform but I didn’t yesterday because I didn’t want my roommate to see. I wanted to think of ways to wear it without him realizing (just because it would genuinely be weird and out of the ordinary for me to enjoy these files or a feminine uniform like this). There really didn’t seem to be a way I could wear without him noticing eventually though since we share a room, so I just told him today that I’m giving the files another go, and that’s why I’ll be in my uniform sometimes. He definitely seemed a bit interested and surprised, but overall we didn’t talk about it much. He just asked if I liked the files. I said I actually did. He was wondering if I’d been listening to them this whole last month and I told him I hadn’t. But he said it was chill and I could do whatever I wanted. So he was actually pretty understanding. Still felt a little awkward though to be honest. I don’t really want anyone in my real life knowing I like the files (not that anyone else knows other than my roommate). But he is open minded so it is what it is. Would still prefer nobody I know personally knew but if anyone is going to, open minded people are best haha