17th day back after bet
Hey everyone, thought I’d do an update a day after thanksgiving!
I’ve been continuing to listen to the files every single day, mostly trying to do 1 morning session and 1 night session. It’s been going great so far. I try to do 1 hour for both sessions but tend to go longer, sometimes for 2 hours in each section for 4 hours a day, though this definitely isn’t every day. I also try to listen to the loop files while I actually sleep every night.
I’ve also fully transitioned to wearing my uniform every night when I go to sleep now to make me feel the files as much as possible. The thigh high socks were an amazing addition to the uniform and go really well with the shirt and booty shorts. I’m starting to heavily consider getting a collar like I was mentioning a few days ago.
Still haven’t listened to any new files, but each time I listen I feel like there’s something I forgot at some point and so it feels like there’s always something new to find again. And there’s enough files that cycling through them never gets old. My favorites still are the 5 newest files, and file 9 in the original set. The maid file is also one of my favs. After thanksgiving, I put on my uniform this morning and cleaned the dorm while in my uniform. I swept the floors (which we super dirty for some reason), dusted the countertops and tables, and cleaned the windows. I also did the dishes.
Today I’ve been listening for just over 2 hours and I’m doing this update right after finishing. I did most of the original set of 10 files and the new 5, probably gonna watch overload soon today too.
And one thing I would like to note that’s very recent is that in the porn people have been sending me that have blowjobs and cock as the focus, I’ve noticed a bit of change for myself. Where I’d always try to focus on the women before, like literally always focus on them, I’ve noticed myself shifting to focus on the cock slightly more. I feel like I’m definitely still just neutral on cock but I’m not afraid to focus on it just as much as the women, especially when it’s at the center of the screen. It’s not a bad thing for me to be looking at it is what I’m saying, I guess, and it’s nice to know that.
Definitely gonna do another file session tonight but I’m thinking I’ll prob just wear my uniform for the full day. And for everyone who’s wondering about my roommate, he’s just been great and hasn’t bothered me about the files or anything at all. Whenever he sees me in my uniform he doesn’t mention it or make anything weird. He also complimented me on cleaning the room today so that was at least nice to know my work was recognized.
And also, does anyone else find themselves finding new things they never noticed before or forgot were in files they haven’t listened to in a few days? Especially with the newest five, I find myself noticing background noises or points in the files that I did not know were there. It’s a strange feeling after listening countless times. If this is something other people experience, is there a reason for this?