Day 52 After My Bet
Hey everyone, I’m finally back!
So like I said in my last post, I took a small break just because I was experiencing some changes that were getting really noticeable and I wasn’t sure if I wanted those changes. But after making a post two days ago about considering coming back, I’ve been convinced to go back to the files and try one more time. I did miss them a lot during the break and I have to say I’m actually super happy to officially be back. It feels so good.
Today I just wanted to get back to basics. Last night I did look at the TikTok’s, all 7. Today I listened to the original 10 (minus 4, the IQ one) files, and then I listened to the 5 newest, and also giggletime and mindlocked cock zombie (two files I haven’t listened to in a very long time).
What was so crazy was how it felt literally like 5 minutes after starting the first file. I laid down this morning and turned it on, and after just a few minutes I legit felt like a shiver run down my whole body and I instantly became sooooo so relaxed. I’ve been feeling a tiny bit of stress the last few days and after listening to all these files today, I’m convinced it was largely due to not listening to the files for a while. But I just relaxed so heavily so fast and physical unwinded so deeply. It was a weird feeling, because after a while my whole body felt SUPER heavy against the bed? Even more than usual. It felt like I weighed a million pounds but like I was also somewhat floating. I made sure to have my eyes closed and the volume up loud to make sure I could get the best focus on the files for my return too.
I forgot what was in so many of the files, and I think my brain just kind of goes blank while listening or doesn’t store the info, because some of things I heard I did not remember at all. Like in file five with getting injections to give me a bimbo body? I completely forgot about it. And I forgot how good the sound effects on file 5 and 9 were. They just sent shivers down my spine at times. It was so good. Getting back to the roots was exactly what I needed.
For the five new files, I just completely blacked out and I’m not sure if I fell asleep or just went that deep. It could be either. I remember the very start, like the first file. But after getting to the second one I completely drifted off. I came back somewhere during giggletime and instantly wondered if I’d fallen asleep or if I blacked out from the hypnosis.
The last two files were amazing too obviously and it felt like I was on drugs with how nice all these files felt. I listened to a few others after mindlocked cock zombie but I forget what they were. In total, I listened to about 3 or 4 hours worth of files today and it was actually hard to stop listening by the end. I’m gonna listen some more tonight too.
I want to thank everyone in the community for welcoming me back! It feels so good to be back and everyone here is always so supportive