I'M A FUCKING IDIOT

I unblocked him, it's only been 2 weeks but I've been suffering without him, he still doesn't love nor miss me and he's already moved on and won't give me us a chance, I fucking hate him I hate my mind because I can't get over him I'm going to die alone I can feel it I'm soo fucking miserable why can't I find someone who actually loves me and wants to hold on to me with both hands and never let go people say women move on soo easily and the men be struggling but it seems to be to always be the other way around, I'm stuck crying in my room day after day while he's planning to see her FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK GETTING CLOSE TO ANYONE EVERYONE ALWAYS LEAVES IM NEVER GIVING MY HEART TO ANYONE EVER AGAIN