MBBS IS KILLING ME.

I am doing my MBBS from a government medical college but i don't want to do it.

So the thing is I am 20[F] and luckily or unluckily I got chance in a medical college but honestly it's not a good one.

Actually only few medical colleges in BD are good.The problem is I know I will not be doing anything after my graduation cause I will be just another intern for lifetime. In BD only students from top medical colleges gets great opportunity and i will not get that.So I very worried about my future.

For context - I never wanted to become a doctor. It was my father and his family who were pressuring me. But now I am going through hell.I always wanted to study in IBA.

Now I just cry everyday and think how can i just leave everything . I always try to explain them my situation but they think i am just Over thinking. I have no friends at this point cause everyone is busy in their life and if i tell them about my problem they just say the meanest shit, " চান্স পাইসোস তাই ভাব দেখাস"

I know I am doomed but I just wanted to know what you would if you were me.