Texted ex last night, here’s what I learned.

I recently went to the doctor and they discovered I have a tumor and I have to get more tests to learn more about the severity. In a moment of weakness and I guess vulnerability I texted my ex and told her. We had a close bond and that was my comfort person. So obviously I’ve been extremely stressed and anxious about what the results may be.

She didn’t even text back. I learned that I was never anything important to this person and that I would never be. Idek how much time I have left on this earth, but from here on out whether that be one year or 50 years I’m going to live for myself, because these people don’t care about you and no matter what last shred of hope you’ve held on to, eventually it will be revealed. Sorry for the rant, not in a good head space and I have no real support system so that’s why I dumbly reached out to someone who doesn’t give a shit.