How many points have you left on the bench (PB) this season?

Through GW 20, I've left 190 points on the bench. Poor decision-making? Shit luck? Strong squad? I'll just chalk it up to all of that. 190 seems like a lot! Seventh in my mini-league (100 points back as of today), out of the Cup, anyone else have this many? (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻