GUSTO KO MAGING LOKAL SA SIRUMA

Siruma changed my whole perspective. Honestly, I'm content with being alone. I don't feel the need to be with anyone or even to bear a child. I'm happy with my career and lifestyle. I know na kuntento na ko. But then, when I went home, I felt the emptiness. Feels like I left something in there. Since Monday, I kept on browsing about the Bicol Region, thinking about going back. lang araw na akong puyat kasi gusto ko bumalik. I already had plans of spending my holy week there, alone. Tent pitch lang. Blend with the locals. I want to do surfing. Gusto ko magpaitim ulit. Anyway, when I was there, I met this guy. Lokal sya don. Nakakwentuhan namin sya then I realized what I really want. Not exactly him, though, but someone like him who can match my interests Simple life, slow living, camping trips, nature trips (add ons yung big bike and pajero because necessity yan sa ganyang trip). Until I came to a point of daydreaming about having a family. Na I will raise my kids with that kind of simple life; I want to share all these with them. Gosh! It feels like I was meant to spend the rest of my life there. Parang naiwan yung kaluluwa ko dun and ganito yung naging effect sakin. Badly want to move out and doon tumira. Nag-job hunting na rin ako, and I was thinking na mag-resign dito and then tumira doon for a month to try muna. Ewan ko ba. Sa dami ng gusto kong gawin to explore Philippines, dito ako naging sigurado. Akala ko Siquijor yung babalik-balikan ko. Hindi pala. I'll be back there in March. And then babalik ako ulit by April.