Second retrieval, only 1 embryo

Got the results today from our second retrieval. Out of 7 eggs retrieved only 2 fertilized and one made it to blast. So we only have one untested day 5 embryo.

We didn't expect a lot of embryos due to low AMH, and I know it's great we did get one. But our poor odds just hit me all over again, and success feels so so far off. I have stage 4 endo, adeno, possibly hydrosalpinx, and thin lining, and will likely go through surgery before our transfer. Our embryo from our first retrieval ended in an early miscarriage. If this one doesn't work, we'll probably switch to donor eggs so this is my last chance at a biological child.

I just feel sad today. This whole thing just sucks so much.