I am dumped by my girlfriend

I am a lesbian and 38 years old. Now I am so desperate and sad. She dumped me a week ago, because I didn’t come out to my parents. I told her several times I wasn’t ready yet and scared of the responses from my parents. However, she kept saying that if I did not come out, it meant I did not love her. But that’s not true. I really love her and I still do. I am still waiting for her contact but I know she won’t contact me. I am really sad now.