Anyone else constantly find themselves thinking about what happens after death?

So ofcourse most people will have thoughts about their lives and goals and what they want to achieve inside of it. But anyone else have daily thoughts about what awaits all of us after we die? Nothing? Heaven? Hell? Simulation? Reincarnation? Something else?

It's breaking my brain and it's frightening that none of us will ever know whilst we're alive. We as a collective human species are completely in the dark about what awaits us after death. Noone can say anything definitively, everyone's just guessing