Na-realktalk ni jowa

context: boyfriend's friends who also became my friends are very nice, all working professional (lawyer, doctors, engineer) and as in solid they got your back type of people. Pero whenever I hang out with them, I just feel bad about myself and feel insecure pag nag uusap sila about travel, savings, investments, hobbies they can do freely kasi ako lang yung walang trabaho as I am reviewing for the board exam and struggling financially lately. I know it's something na I have to improve sa sarili ko and i'm really trying 🥺 also, bf's in Canada so I hang out with them na ako lang.