Do top/dom leaning switches that are trans girls even exist? struggling to get over ex

Let me say, I'm a trans woman first lol.

It took me a while t realize I wanna be with another trans woman, for a while I always heard that every trans woman is just a bottom, so I defaulted to men even though I was less happy. I'm a subby leaning switch / vers bottom to get into all the labels.

I met a trans girl that was exactly what I wanted sexually, she like learned top/dom, but still switchy, I was so satisfied sexually it was wonderful!, i loved her a lot... we dated and i've never been so fulfilled romantically and sexually in a relationship ever!!!! sadly... it failed

i've been struggling to get over her cause I feel I just wont meet another trans girl that likes to be the dom/top a bit more often, i dont need it all the time i do like to dom sometimes,,,, but just, are you guys out there? i wanna have hope ill find another but i just cant....... get that hope now