I don't want to work

I am an architect, but I live in a third-world country where we work at least 48 hours a week. Our schedules are from 8 AM to 6 PM, Monday to Friday, and most people also work on Saturdays from 8 AM to 2 PM (as an office job). You only get Sundays off, and there's a deeply ingrained "social obligation" to stay overtime—leaving exactly at 6 PM is frowned upon, and you get labeled as lazy.

As an architect, salaries range from around $175 USD per week, $250 if you find a good job, but it's more common to earn less than $150, with some jobs paying as low as $100 per week. You can even make more money working at a fast-food place like Carl's Jr. And being an architect is nothing like in the movies and TV shows where you "change the world" with your designs; in reality, we are just blueprint factories. Many U.S. companies have "offices" here where blueprints for the U.S. are drawn. They pay a little over $200 per week, BUT they don't offer any legal benefits (such as health insurance, for example).

I've been unemployed for almost a year now. I moved back in with my mom, I'm 30 years old, I go to therapy and see a psychiatrist, I take antidepressants, and yet I still don't know what to do with my life. Obviously, my government doesn't provide any support for NEETs, so I survive by drawing plans from time to time. But I feel so lost, like my life is just passing by while I rot in bed.