Life is driving me crazy

Why is dating or finding a partner so hard in India?

I'm 24 yo woman and loneliness is driving me crazy. I had dated once in college, and it ended badly. And I'm over it. Now, men i find some spark with are wanting casual relationships. This is driving me crazy. I have rejected all of them.

Ngl, I'm a freak in bed and hypersexual. This has become a curse for me. All I want is a loving life partner where we can have open conversations and fuck like rabbits all day.

The idea of hookups and casual sex leaves bad taste in my mouth.

And me meeting men( not on dating sites) who want only strings no attached and convincing me for the same is making me mad and sad.

AM in india is like searching for products on Amazon with some hundreds of filters. Caste, looks, finances, hosroscope, status etc...

And dating scene looks like all broken people looking for physical release without emotions attached.

As someone who gets attached easily and is hypersexual, I feel like I'm losing this battle already.