Losing all my money

Hey guys, I don’t know what I was thinking but last week I threw in 10 grand into pepe. I am watching my money totally crumble. My wife has openly cheated on me the last time I have lost an insane amount of money in dogecoin. I really needed this to pump because I need to leave her but don’t have the money to get up and leave with my kids. Does anyone know what is going to happen or am I totally screwed. I hope all you guys are having a better couple months then me and I hope I can get some answers. Thank you.