I think I fucked up

I was showing my partner something and he saw one of my resent searches was “I don’t like being a step mum”. I had searched this to find relatable posts to feel seen.

I’ll preface this by saying I don’t hate the kid and I don’t hate everything about being a stepmom, but I have found it difficult in parts and sometimes I need to relate to other people’s experiences to feel that I’m not alone in this.

I was about to show my partner something, then he said “what was that search”, and I fumbled because honestly it looks so much worse than it is. I don’t want him to overthink this, because honestly if I were in his shoes I would.

I feel as though I should bring it up in the morning and clear the air.