Positive personality changes on steroids

Hi,
I was reading quite a bit about negative personality changes of steroids.
Right now I am on my first cycle (week 5) of test-e 250mg. Wouldn't say that I see a lot results, maybe some it's fake test, some ampoule's give more effect then others.

Either way back to topic, I am quite anxious personality. But right now I feel more energetic, confident and motivated, no side effects of aggression etc. Does it supposed to be like this and only those negatives of depression and mood changes comes after the cycle? Because I don't see anywhere those positive effect described as timeline of whole period while you are on test. Can someone please comment from your experience, thank you.