To the people who have been refined by God

Where are you guys. Like honestly where on earth are you guys. I know for a fact that there people in this life who have truly suffered and made tons of mistakes as a Christian over and over and over again, and it was all God shaping them and refining them. WHERE ARE YOU. Like why don’t i ever hear about you?

CAN YOU PLEASE SHOW YOURSELF. TELL ME YOU ALSO USED TO BE AS SHAMEFUL AND BROKEN AS ME AND HAVE NOW COME TO A POINT WITH GOD WHERE YOU FLOURISH.

Like can you please just reveal yourself. I know they’re out there.