I feel like everyone is lying about my physical appearance

I’m not posting this to fish for compliments. I’m deadass serious.

Honestly, I believe I’m uglier than people say. For most of my life I was very overweight and I didn’t take care of myself.

Until I turned 15 and starting losing weight, this was around 2019-2020 ish.

I’m 20 years old now and my physical appearance has improved. I’m aware of that. I have a very curvy figure, I have almond shaped eyes. I know how to style myself. I can acknowledge that I SOMETIMES am attractive.

But I don’t believe I am as attractive as everyone around me may think. I’m starting to believe people are lying to make me feel good about myself. I can’t tell if I’m delusional or not. Help.