I slept with my girl best friend

My girl best friend, we’ll call her Ash, her (23) and I 22 (m) have been friends for a while now long enough that I can't pinpoint exactly when we got close, but it just happened naturally. We've always had a great dynamic, filled with joking around, deep talks, and just vibing in a way that feels effortless. Our hangouts usually involve driving around, grabbing food, or just chilling at one of our houses, talking about life and whatever's on our minds. There's never been any pressure between us-just two friends enjoying each other's company. But recently, something happened that neither of us really saw coming. The other day, I went over to her house like we've done plenty of times before. It felt normal just us hanging out, talking, and laughing. But at some point, things shifted. I don't remember exactly how it started, but we ended up making out. It wasn't awkward, it wasn't weird it just happened. And from there, one thing led to another, and we had sex.

Even in the moment, we kept reassuring each other that we were best friends and that this wasn't anything serious. It wasn't about feelings or changing the nature of our friendship it was just something that happened between us. When it was over, we didn't overthink it. I got ready to leave, but before I walked out, we made out again, and this time, it led to us having sex once more Now, we're both still unsure if this was a onetime thing or if it might happen again. Nothing feels different between us we're still just friends, and there's no tension or weirdness. When we text and talk about it, she says next time she’ll leave hickeys on me because i left a lot on her, even though she was the first one that said it was a one time thing.

Was this really just a casual moment, or could it mean something more down the line?