Coming to terms with reality

Is it just me, or does anyone else feel like they will never come to terms with reality with baby loss? I had a late stillbirth back in September, and a photo of my husband and I holding our baby boy was a featured photo on my phone. I cannot believe that I gave birth to a dead baby and I'm not sure if it will ever feel real. It almost feels like an out of body experience. idk... just wanted to vent

Edit: Just want to say I love all y'all 🩵 as unfortunate it is to be in this group, it's amazing to have real world discussions with people who have experienced the same thing. Stay strong, we got this!