Students, how do we do this

F22, in college. When I'm stable, school goes by smoothly, but currently I find myself in a depressive episode and it's very hard to keep tabs on my education. My professors have been very accommodating, but I can't help but feel as though I am a burden to them, and my lack of participation will impact my performance.

My grades pre-diagnosis are terrible (and even more so post-diagnosis in my episodes), so it really feels like I'm ruining my chances for grad school, and my future. It's all very overwhelming and I frankly feel like an academic failure.