Can't handle life anymore

I am so exhausted. I feel like I can't mentally handle life anymore.

I don't know what to do. I'm trying to get a better job because I can't afford both groceries and bills, so we have no food in the house, but I can't find a new one because no one is hiring near me right now. I'm trying to find food pantries near me but they don't offer meat or milk or any of that. I don't qualify for food stamps in my state because I "make too much". This job is extremely mentally draining and I only get paid 12.75/hour and I'm part time because no one is full time here except the manager. I'm working at a franchised job where the owner owns a plane but we get a pizza party for a job well done.

I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE. I need a reason to stay and I keep thinking of my loved ones but they can't change my current situation anymore than I can. I just feel like I can't handle life anymore. I'm so tired. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. Is this even worth it? Is life even worth it? I'm about to go into work now and I just want to quit but I can't. I need these shitty $200/week paychecks.

I am so desperate to see the light at the end of this endless, dark tunnel.