god the pain is so exhausting
i dont have any clue as to why my body decided it was just gonna worsen exponentially overnight but my MDD might be playing a role since its so hard to even move in my bed because of how depressed i am. POTS has been kicking my ass and i cant even sit up without my vision swimming and going black. And now my shoulders (from laying on them even a little bit), my hips, and my tailbone wont stop subluxing and it’s making me feel like im going insane because every time i go to have any xrays everything is fine somehow and my joints are apparently in place. i have to pop things back into place more than 50 times a day or be left in excruciating pain, and god forbid i lay on anything hard. there are so many diagnoses i have that are just beating me senseless with how horrible the combination of symptoms are, god i feel like im living life on the hardest difficulty and im only 17 (turning 18 in april)
im gonna take some tylenol….gah
i dont have any clue as to why my body decided it was just gonna worsen exponentially overnight but my MDD might be playing a role since its so hard to even move in my bed because of how depressed i am. POTS has been kicking my ass and i cant even sit up without my vision swimming and going black. And now my shoulders (from laying on them even a little bit), my hips, and my tailbone wont stop subluxing and it’s making me feel like im going insane because every time i go to have any xrays everything is fine somehow and my joints are apparently in place. i have to pop things back into place more than 50 times a day or be left in excruciating pain, and god forbid i lay on anything hard. there are so many diagnoses i have that are just beating me senseless with how horrible the combination of symptoms are, god i feel like im living life on the hardest difficulty and im only 17 (turning 18 in april)
im gonna take some tylenol….gah