Does this only happen to me?

Sometimes, I'm like: hey, I wish I had a femboy friend.

But when that happens, I'm like: oh no, I'm too shy to talk to him, what if he doesn't like the things I like? What if he thinks I'm a creep? What if he thinks I'm too clingy?

And then the femboy is like: Hey, this guy doesn't want to talk to me, I'm gonna leave him.

And then I'm like: Nooooo, please don't leave me. Back to not having a femboy friend again, because I'm an idiot who can't start a proper conversation. 🫠