Rant on my emotions while reading OS, no spoilers.

3:30 am here, I'm 30% in on OS and I have to say that I'm fucking AFRAID of reading bc the possible consequences of the last IF cliffhanger.

I am continuously stressed and skipping scenes to the end just to be sure nothing is going bad, and then going back to read the entire thing more relaxed.

I'm not an avid fantasy reader, I've read things before but never got this attached.
I've been chronically rereading FW and IF best parts for 2 months straight 🤡

I feel like I'm having a limerance case with those books and getting kinda stressed in the process 😭

Someone pls hehehelp (just looking for people relating with to rant together)