[IIL] extremely melancholy/painful songs, such as Fugazi--I'm So Tired, which WILL make me cry

My mom died 2 Sundays ago. I need to cry about it because I can't feel anything. Things that have gotten me close:

--Fugazi, I'm So Tired

--C418, Sweden (yes from the minecraft soundtrack)

--Big Thief, Simulation Swarm

The easiest songs to cry to are slow, melancholy and sort of shiver inducing, but anything that deals with illness or death will probably help right now. Thanks!