Anti-Penetration

Am I the only one who doesn’t like penetration? For no other reason than it doesn’t satisfy me at all.

Let me preface this by saying that I still have my v-card, however I have experimented penetration on myself and I don’t see the hype. I don’t know if it’s different when you’re receiving it from someone, or if I’m doing it wrong?? All I know is I don’t like the feeling of penetration as it feels like nothing, I WANT to love it, but I just don’t get the hype right now. It kinda makes me feel bad that it doesn’t satisfy me, now I’m questioning my friends who I live vicariously through. Does penetrative sex actually feel good or is it more so the physical contact with someone you like, or is my coochie broken? 😵‍💫