Having a stranger as LO is the worst

Having a "stranger" as LO is the worst.

You know everything about her/him, maybe she looked at you a little enchanted and you became obsessed. You can't get close to her for fear of destroying every possibility by making yourself look like a maniac. You don't know how to mix your life with that of your LO. You barely see her and most of the time you see her you voluntarily look for her like a stalker would. It's horrible to have limerence for a stranger. You can't help but be a spectator of her life, hoping she becomes obsessed with you for eye contact like you did. You know everything, but to your stranger LO you are absolutely nothing, you have nothing to hope for, you cannot have hopes or even false hopes. You can just stand there and watch hoping something happens or go and approach her risking seeming strange and destroying every possibility in a few seconds.