I don’t understand PASSION

I started reading it from the beginning and I think I stopped somewhere and have just been reading the updates.

I’m not saying the story is bad, I just don’t really understand it and the characters dynamics. I couldn’t stand illay and thought he was trash. I mean, he said Mc was ugly and kept trying to get with mc’s crush.. right?

If anyone can explain why I should pick this story up again pls lmk! I like the recent developments so I’ve been thinking abt reading it from the beginning.