Migraine controls my life

I'm a silent reader on this sub, especially since English isn't my native language I find it difficult to post. Sorry for any spelling errors.

For 2.5 years I had around 20 migraineattacks a month and the other 10 days I was in prodome or recovering from an attack. I felt so hopeless. I'm 33, before the migraines got so bad I had a very social life, a nice job and dreams of starting a family. Nowadays I live alone and most of the time Im not able to function or work. Since 2 months I have a combination of botox and ajovy and it gets better, but I still have 2 or 3 attacks per week. I try to stay positive, keep making plans and built up my life again, but it feels like I can only live from day to day.

No one I know has migraine so it would be nice to talk with people who understand. Does anyone else has the same feeling?