Is anyone else absolutely enticed by death?
For me, I see death as the last finale of the story of you. As someone who places great emphasis on powerful stories and narratives, I think it says a lot about you the way you go out. I used to think I would be a chaotic death; drunk driving off a bridge in the dead of winter, crashing my car into the freezing river below me.
Now I see my death will be much later than I had initially planned, and my quest is only just becoming. Live your life with audacity, each day is a new brushstroke in your story. And when the time comes to put down the ink of life, be satisfied in the masterpiece you create.