Not helping with the bills…
He knows deep down that any normal functioning adult seeing someone would help out, even if only a few hundred quid a month for bills and shopping etc. he knows that, and he hates the fact he can’t do it. He’d love to be gloating with loads of luxury items online making people jealous but he can’t. It makes his eye twitch. To say “why would I” is just a mask. He knows.
He knows Eurobabs is judging him for it, but he’s got no option. This is his final chance at making it on social media. He must endure the shame every day, try to skim over it. Hoping his next video will change things. But he knows it won’t. He’s got nothing to offer and the old news won’t go away.
He sees young good looking people earning a good wage and he despises himself that he can’t do that. He knows being caught for his past behaviour has tarnished the happy go lucky image he has in his head.
As far as I can tell he has no possessions, maybe a couple of hoodies and jeans. No nice watch or car or anything that won’t fit into a large bag for life. He’s probably had to sell it all when things got desperate.
Solution - Log onto social media and flick to a northern accent, thrust around and make a few bleep and bloop sounds while wearing girls clothes. Ignore the countless comments about him and HIS behaviour. Talentless.
It’s the epitome of loneliness and self loathing.
He urgently needs help.