Devleoped Extreme Anxiety almost a year ago.

Long story short I've been practicing for over 12 years. I switched jobs from private practice to working for a clinic to help support my family more and about 9 months ago. I had 2 panic attacks, developed severe anxiety and had to abruptly quit. I have done a lot of therapy, EMDR and somatic-based and have taken significant time off. I have slowly been recovering and have gone back to doing therapy but on a limited basis. I still have a lot of anxiety, that is body based most of the time.

I struggle on taking new clients and switching to in-person. A lot of the trauma happened due to being in a work setting that I had little control of who I saw but my therapist thinks this was built-up trauma that came to a head. I feel an imposter syndrome working with people when I am still struggling with anxiety. I guess I am just looking for any therapists to relate to. I always felt like I had it together and this hit me out of nowhere. I have little people who know what I am going through. Any words of encouragement would be nice.