UKFPO allocation anxiety

For final years - how are you all dealing with anxiety around the upcoming UKFPO allocation? My first choice is a very competitive deanery and I will probably not get it. I have built a very good support system after 5 years of med school ( I moved from a different country), I have a partner (quite a serious relationship) and some family members here. The idea of moving somewhere else - far from everyone, and probably in not a very nice place, makes me so anxious I want to throw up. I also find it very unfair - but that’s a different discussion. Am I the only one feeling like this? How are you guys doing?